"Do ya love him Loretta?"
"Ma, I love him awful."
"Aw, that's too bad."
Monday, February 21, 2011
Friday, February 11, 2011
Also, this.
I have no space, no room to move around
And this box is getting smaller
I'm trying to get out
How did I get so far from where I was?
When did I decide to lose my way?
Who have I become…
I cannot help feeling like I have so much at stake
So I lock myself inside my head and I just run in place
So many directions I don't know which way to go
I'm so busy doing nothing I got nothing to show
"New Low"- Middle Class Rut
I understand that it is fantastic that I have a job and I am grateful that I have a job but said job is currently making me want to pull all of my hair out, including my eyelashes, eyebrows, the hairs in my nose and that annoying little hair that grows out of the mole on my face. TMI? Meh. I keep trying to tell myself that in 20 years it won't matter that I can't seem to do anything right at work right now but I feel like I'm getting horribly lost in the moments that are going on now and agonizing over every one. I apologize for the emo-ness but this whole week has been one of my not falling asleep till 12 due to slight panic attacks. I promise I will try for more sunshine tomorrow.
And this box is getting smaller
I'm trying to get out
How did I get so far from where I was?
When did I decide to lose my way?
Who have I become…
I cannot help feeling like I have so much at stake
So I lock myself inside my head and I just run in place
So many directions I don't know which way to go
I'm so busy doing nothing I got nothing to show
"New Low"- Middle Class Rut
I understand that it is fantastic that I have a job and I am grateful that I have a job but said job is currently making me want to pull all of my hair out, including my eyelashes, eyebrows, the hairs in my nose and that annoying little hair that grows out of the mole on my face. TMI? Meh. I keep trying to tell myself that in 20 years it won't matter that I can't seem to do anything right at work right now but I feel like I'm getting horribly lost in the moments that are going on now and agonizing over every one. I apologize for the emo-ness but this whole week has been one of my not falling asleep till 12 due to slight panic attacks. I promise I will try for more sunshine tomorrow.
Thursday, February 10, 2011
Hiiiyeeah
I'm being a lemming (shout out to Reenz!) and want to put all of my thoughts in one place so THIS! will be the place. Stay tuned for the absolutely faaaascinating details of my life.
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